I get a lot of my inspiration from people. What gives me the reason to write, I don’t know. It’s satisfying it’s therapeutic it’s my way of communicating with the audience. What I like more then ever is a good listener and someone who appreciates what I have to say. When this is being read by you guys it means a lot and I carry it on. That’s a kickstart, a push, and a silent applause in my mind. I say to myself what more can you possibly ask for if in reality you did have that actual audience, that support or perhaps that just one good friend. We don’t wish to be so particular in life but it’s just so damn hard to come by a caring individual. I’ve met a lot of people in my 25 years of life who are good and bad. If I can make a statistic chart of all the people I called friends and calculate the percentage of the ones that are still in my life that percent would be very small. Is that a good thing? Yes, sure absolutely because why be around those who provide a bad aura around your future, your current situation, and your good spirit. Why have the fake loyalty you don’t deserve or the fake personality or even yet the fake ears. You ever came across those who pretend to care but they don’t? Or even better those particular individuals who seem to only give a rats ass about themselves and their future but did you stop and think for one second if a how are you ever came to play or if your thoughts were any important. How about feelings….. Perfectly good time taken away on your behalf I’d say. I hate to tell you, your just another brick in the wall. Why does it always have to be about someone or how better they think they are to the point of it being competitive. Accomplishments are something to always be glorified to always be inspired by to keep you going. You have to sometimes remind yourself the potential you have to succeed and how this is your moment to be humble. I’m not saying it’s wrong but it’s over done. You have those people that allow there beer glass to let it overflow. Has your dreams or thoughts ever been shadowed? Looked down upon or never good enough? I’m sure in most cases it has. lack of encouragement and earnesty is a big settlement now and days. Billy Joel wasn’t kidding when he said “only the good die young”
“Start your own creek build it to the point where it becomes a river, lead it to the open and Let the ocean take it from there”
Some say Writing is saying what you can’t do in person, I believe it to be just a story
You’re my angel………..
Yeah, I don’t know if I can face the night
I’m in tears and the cryin’ that I do is for you
I want your love – Let’s break the walls between us
Don’t make it tough – I’ll put away my pride
Enough’s enough I’ve suffered and I’ve seen the light
You’re my angel
Come and save me tonight
You’re my angel
Come and make it all right
Don’t know what I’m gonna do
About this feeling inside
Yes it’s true – Loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love – I’m nothing but a begger
Without your love – a dog without a bone
What can I do I’m sleeping in this bed alone
Come and save me tonight
You’re the reason I live
You’re the reason I die
You’re the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don’t need no reason why
This one is dedicated to the bulldog who stole my heart and took my breath away.
wherever you are, I miss you buddy more then you’ll ever know. You will never be forgotten. I LOVE YOU
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I see pictures of Romeo; that’s his name, Romeo on my walls, phone, ipad, picture album, and there are just memories of him everywhere I go. On june 4th I Discovered my dog passed away. The…
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I see pictures of Romeo; that’s his name, Romeo on my walls, phone, ipad, picture album, and there are just memories of him everywhere I go. On june 4th I Discovered my dog passed away. The morning I was going to work pulling out of my driveway I decided to reverse because my bulldog hadn’t gotten up so say bye as I hollered at him “Bye Rome, see you when I get back cutie” there he was laying down but so still that my heart immediately told me something was wrong. i called out to him and there was nothing but silence. He would have turned around. I cried out to him and there he was, stiff as a statue.I have another dog but he was just as frightened and perhaps in denial knowing the dog who raised him and taught him everything he knows was gone.He was just inside his doghouse. I can tell he was shocked as I was because his shouts and barks that night was because of something, he was crying out to us. As much as we were checking for anyone outside to see if there was an audience or disturbance we kept telling him to hush. I have this stone in my throat as I write because partially I feel like I have failed my best friend. The one I grew up with and took care of as if he was my own. The one I could never say no to and would bend backwards for.I gave him everything and loved him hard so hard there wasn’t room for anything else. He knows and only he will know how much I loved him unconditionally. I’m in Pain, Denial, and serious Agony. When I walk to my car I will never see that face that lit up my world.
Romeo And I were inseparable.I took him to parks, my friends houses,he got visits from other dogs, he hit Youtube (but late) was our blocks infamously well known bulldog. Wherever we went he’d be petted. Everyone envied our relationship. There was no collar necessary no leash. He stuck by me like the gum under your shoe. My kisses to him were obnoxiously overdone. My hugs my name calling will forever be a memory to him wherever he goes. I know he knows I loved him hard to the very end. I would do anything to bring that dog back absolutely anything to see him again hug him one last time and tell him “I love you Romeo I love you so much.”. My love for him became an obsession i always as a child wanted an English bulldog. To me they were the most beautiful looking dogs ever. I considered myself Elmyra Duff from tiny toons. I spoke about him to everyone but the public enjoyed my stories and everyone would ask for him. I never would want to imagine this day to happen but i prepared myself for the day it came and it arrived and honestly It stuck me and it hit me so hard that I never felt so broken hearted about anyone up until now. I had him while he was alive healthy and full of life and I never imagined this day happening at least not any time soon. Romeo died at 9 years old.
Lakes, Hikes, Stores, Homes, Events I’d take him. He was friendly and always happy and I was such a proud owner. My tears haven’t stopped falling down from my eyes since I begun writing this blog. I thought it would be healthy to write about it so I can get it off my chest but it’s only reminded me how life changing this will be.He’s irreplaceable.Out of all the songs i’ve been hearing Aerosmith ‘Amazing’ helped me overcome some strength. Music, like i’ve said previously in my blogs has a serious impact in one’s life. No one’s words helped me and calmed my sorrow. Tuning out and the music lyrics can only help me overcome this feeling of hopeless and helpless. My family will truly miss him, my friends will miss him and mostly remember him and me in memory of always speaking of him and bringing him around. I of all people will Truly miss him more then anyone will ever know. My heart is screaming for him and I will never ever forget about him and the joy he brought me. The bad times he was there and the good times he was there he was my Rock my best friend, my pal. When his tail wagged it made me happy to know that I made him happy. I sure as hell was not ready for this….
Rome…………….. I’ll be thinking about you
-Naomi M. Calle
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Sometimes you hear these songs that hit you later on in life like a rock in the head! Then with an answer haha truly fascinating if you ask me. Songs are meant to unlock your questions over time. I’ve been in situations where I payed no mind to a dedication or a request given to me to acknowledge, how awful? I’m picky with music actually. It’s hard to capture my attention but I’ve learned to be more accepting so whatever. Music to me is like a Popsicle. It’s so good but eventually it has to come to an end and this can be compatible to many things. I’ve overcome fear and also many flaws of mine. I’ve learned when to say and not say something in confrontational events (kinda) I know how to speak out loud and share my thoughts and feelings to crowds of people. I like to be outgoing and rememberable. It’s always good to leave a good impression of yourself to people. Anyways who would have thought that someone’s lyrics can keep you running throughout the day. I mean I ask myself what were they going thru to write such amazing songs? But I’m referring to people such as Johnny Cash, Led Zeppelin, and Paul Banks amazing artist! There songs; these songs in particular have what I call meaning. It’s keeps me going and makes me a better person. Don’t get me wrong there’s a time and place for everything. These songs explain your hard times and goodtimes and I can relate to almost half of what I hear. “Desperado” Johnny Cash says
-Oh, you’re a hard one,
But I know that you’ve got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin’ you,
Can hurt you somehow.
Made me wonder why I do what I do sometimes. This is therapy to me and a reality check in so many different aspects. I relive what I hear and I love that. It’s a life lesson and a lecture how to be a better you. It helps you understand why you are how you are because like I said you relive it. I like to believe there’s people out there who initially are made for eachother and my biggest accomplishment of analysis towards this process of elimination is another you. How many of you can say your other half has the ability to read your mind? Not many huh….. Find yourself before you find him/she. Your partner should be willing to move mountains for one you and do the impossible because that’s what it takes. It’s not real now in days everything seems so fake and cluster. Social media and dating websites are to artificial. Phones destroyed the people today and separated true companionship. What brings people together is interest.
I’ll start with music because that’s where I can find myself.
Naomi M. Calle
I’m that girl who can play the cards right but at the same time know what time and day it is. In every story comes a villain. Us women have the power and access to many things including your minds and your keys to that pretty little cadillac in the back. jk Besides that we also can be faithful, genuine, and trustworthy “until the day he pushes me away” (TLC) and gives me a hell of a reason not to be. I can’t stand when guys constantly bash on girls because they are cheaters and deceiving. Well did you give them a reason too? Did you get caught up and slip? Did you do something to motivate them too? Guys like to play these p**** a** mind games and pretend they didn’t do anything just to make us look crazy. Okay fine, Cool, perfect you know why? Because we can too, The tables have turned now.
But now we are bad? -_^
I wanted to take the time to write and describe myself so when I look back and read this I can pat my back. Im very blunt and I have a mouth, meaning I love telling you all how it really is. It’s the best way to go to be honest. People will love you and appreciate you more I promise. So then why are we categorized girls? Well we get hit on because we are nice so we automatically lead these f***boys on and fall under the stereotype as an easy going person. We need to come straight forward with men even if it hurts them. Being nice has become a problem today because it’s being taken the wrong way sometimes.I personally am rough and a little on the edge. I like to joke around and be a tomboy sometimes with my friends because ehh that’s who I normally have always been. But it’s important to set first the cards on the deck before your shuffle them. I’ve been told i’m hard to read, i’ve been told i’m secretive, and i’ve been told i’m a taurus alright, whatever that means. That is good in my opinion, try to be as closed in as possible and keep a small circle of friends you tell things too. I Love who I am! not to be cocky or self centered but i’ve done alright for myself. I think us women in general are very powerful and as they say guys are the men of the household but the women will always be the neck to change direction.
What I realize about the gentlemen here in table six is how they love a girl with a brain and imagination. (overall) As much as we say they’re all alike i’ve come accross meeting all kinds of guys with different personalities yet still attracted to one. They want one thing when they seek for a girl and it’s a chemical bond. If you are confident, creative, obstruct, and have a wonderful personality you can win anyone over. I like to analyze these so called creatures because I like to see what they purpose. It’s good to read one on time before you get fooled by the wrong one. Pick up lines are important, as well as the environment and location. Can’t meet men at a bar ! biggest no no! Can’t begin to tell you why that’s not an option. School, dating websites, (ehh) work, parks, or thru someone else like a friend are optional. In this case your best option.
Just be you, and if things aren’t falling thru as you wish then never be scared to give your back and walk away. I learned to understand that we can’t be weak when it comes to these circumstances because everything happens for a reason. If you got cheated on, broken up with, or left alone in the altar it was for a good reason. Better things are coming your way and it simply wasn’t meant to be.BUT IT’S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. Someone else is out there for you, someone better and funnier, and better looking if that helps too! Confidence is key ladies. Be fierce and know your worth. If you have someone worth your time cherish him and if you don’t think so then show him the front door. Sometimes we go thru a phase or we are simply misguided. We need to be smarter than that and play the cards right. Men underestimate us they really do. But don’t take that as a weakness be flattered you know more then them. So when they say why are you shifting? Laugh and hit them with a dab so they can feel paper thin but don’t tell them why.
They’ll take the hint
You’ll never know what to expect from this one………..
Hudson River/ Pier 115/Edgewater
There’s nothing more pleasant than hearing someone say you’ve made their day
Surround yourself with laughs and jokes and good times because that’s what life depends on.
Take pictures, It’ll last longer……………..